Isang Walang Kwentang Summer

Haay . . . hindi ko binalak mag-summer class dahil aasikasuhin ko ang aking pag-shishift even though walang kasiguraduhang I would be admitted. I'm just hoping talaga na makapag-shift ako. Sa ngayon, tulog-kain-net mode ako. Wala naman akong pera para gumimik.

There's something weird on my vacation this year. I can't seem to move on. I feel so down, so low. Gusto kong tumawa para kahit man lang pa'no, mag-eenjoy ako. I managed to laugh. Pero kapag tapos na, balik na naman ako uli sa depression. I can't tell my problem here.

Oh well, wala pa'kong maganda-gandang nagagawa ngayong bakasyon. Sana may mangyari namang maganda kahit pa'no. Sana naman. Pleaaaase.

Dorm-Sick

Ma-type na nga 'to para ma-delete ko na sa Archives ng cel ko :D

One time kasi, nag-tanong ako sa kaklase ko sa katatapos ko lang na subject na Socio 10 kay Ma'am Cases with regard to admission in the dormitory. I really wanted to find out If I had a good chance of being admitted to another dormitory after a memorable experience in Kalai. Only I could give my hopes to anecdotal evidence such as this one since this person (I forgot her name XD) was a sophomore and a former Kalai dormer.

Lester: ate magandang hapon! gsto ko lang malaman kng ilan ang nakapasa sa Yakal last batch

Socio 10 (iyan talaga ang nakalagay sa phonebook ko na name niya XD): Mdme nkpsok n kalai sa yakal sa bAtch namin,pero mOstly ung mga tga visayas and mindanaO.My mga tga luzOn dn naman

Lester: marami bng nakapasa sa Bulacan, o sa central luzon?

Socio 10: MOstly mga tga region 4 eh. My ilang tga central


Lester: ano kya sa palagay mo matatangap ba ko, braket c ako at CS dis sem

Socio 10: Minsan mdya dn s osh eh! Ako mtAas recOmMendatiOn ko, US p ako,kta mOh sampa lng ako ntngGap!

Lester: haha anu b masmaganda dorm o board?

Socio 10: Well,msya s dOrm xempre! Pero parng lesS hasSle pag bOard...

Lester: Huhu gus2 q mag dorm :c gus2 q i extend ung experience ko sa kali :'c san ba ung magandang dorm, ipil b?

Socio 10: HaAay, lhat naman gs2ng iextend ang kalai xperience bt it rarely hapPens! Kht ung mga friends ko s dOrm,di p rn tlg pareho. 1 busy n pag 2nd yr, 2 xempre upPerclass n mga ksma mO, di n kau pare2ho.Kya ib n tlga

After the Geography Camp

Sabi nila, first impression doesn't last . . .

Eh bakit ako nagkakaganito ngayon?

Ilang segundo lang 'yon. Napalingon ka. Napatingin ako sa'yo. Hindi mo naman namalayang may nabihag ka na pala. Should you be asking what happened? Feeling ko naman, sa oras na mabasa mo 'to, alam mo na. Tingnan mo nga, hanggang sa mga sinusulat ko ikaw pa rin ang laman ng utak ko!

Ngayon ko lang napag-isip-isip. . .

Pa'no kaya kung 'di tayo nagkita? Wala siguro 'to ngayon. Hindi ko siguro naayos ang multiply ko. Siguro, mas mataas ang nakuha kong grades. Look at it. Even my grades!

Pero siguro, whether our roads crossed or not, nothing would change of you.

Tutal, nilampasan mo lang naman ako, eh. As if, after that, you just continued. Nothing happened, right? But here I was, unable to move on, kept on re-living the past. Those two days. Those very memories I only had of you.

O ako ang lumampas sa'yo, hindi mo lang ako pinansin?

I would always degrade myself for writings these thoughts. Ang corny ko. Ang emo ko. Ang exagg ko. Yeah, right. Even you must have not been aware , perhaps, not even a split second, that you changed the direction of my life. There was only one and one person in this world who suffered in frustration after that dark early morning, when we met.

I'm one.big.hell.of.a.loser.